I'm here for you" she said
and we can stay for awhile,
my boyfriend's gone,
we can just pretend.
Lips that need no introduction
Now who's the greater sin,
Your drab eyes seem to invite
(tell me darling) Where do we begin.

Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands

Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
Cause I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin

Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands

Failure is your disease
You want my outline drawn
You were my greatest failure
Discourse your saving song

Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands

Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands

Feel Good Drag - Anberlin
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hey everybody

well the first quarter is over. i passed AP econ.*thank god* and all my other classes with B's and my random A+ english grade *that class is a joke, yet i probly have the highest grade*

life is going pretty well. cant think of anything major that has happened. nothing new in the chad area of my life. except that last night i found out he lied to me about geting a new phone number then got played by him and his younger brother and then proceeded to get made fun of because of that this morning. ask if you want specifics *but i doubtt anyone will ask* oh hell ill just tell you all. my inside man, brandon, told me chad still had his old number, so i sent a text to it and then the person acts like they dont know me blah blah then threaten to block my number, then the person says its chads brother, and i quote "you can keep texting me....just no obscene pictures" -_- really...really?? sheesh. then i asked to get his new number and i get "i dont really think he wants you to have it " ugh -_- then this morning chad laughs in my face and spills the whole shpeil and says him and his brother were sitting on the couch planning this whole thing out and laughing their asses off. ever hear of "fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me" yeah well that applies to me. theres more details to this story, but im sure youve all lost all interest and care by now

so anywayyyyyyyy...

im so lonely, i havent been able to talk to my best friend in 2 weeks

i recently caught a cold, just getting over it. i HATE getting sick, not cause i feel miserable *well that too* but cause it ruins my life, i have to miss school, look like shit *with a red nose* when i go to school, my friend TJ even told me i looked like shit today! TJ: "wow maryann, you look like shit today." ME: "ooooooh mannnnn, i tried so hard not to look like shit today too!" TJ: *laughs* "okay you dont look THAT bad."

you know what i have a problem with, bitchy concieted people. like today, i was walkin down the hall to 1st period. i was walkin behind my friends katie and rachel listening in on their conversation, and these to chics walkin behind me are like "get your fat fuckin backpack out of my way" well excuse me, have i ever done anything to you ass. hole. get out of the way if its bothering you that much.* i didnt actualy say that, i should have though, i wonder who they were* and then they laugh. their just lucky i didnt turn around and chuck them in the face with it, cause let me tell you, my backpack weighs a good 50 pounds. fuck tards. and then, my lunch table is full of crazy wierdos, but i love them all *or at least pretend to* and theres this kid who laughs like the joker with the voice of 5 year old girl and snorts simaltaneously, and its a tad wierd, but whatever, to each his own. but of course, the preppy goody two shoes bitches who wear nice clothes all the time sit at the table behind, and i heard the one girl go "oh my god, shut the fuck up!" seriously people, why do you care so much, its not like hes bothering your life that much, what if i said to you "oh my god, you have a pimple on your face, its blinding me." pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaassssssse. we dont need any preppy drama. put a can on it.

as Benjamin Franklin said "Silence: Speak not but what may benefit others or yourself. Avoid trifling conversation."

and my new catch phrase "grow some brain cells" *my friend actually used that on her ex boyfriend*

wow, what a severely boring friday, im torn between Degrassi *barf* or Spongebob, hmmmmmmm

P.S. you guys should let me know if you like the song lyrics i post on my new journals. oh yeah, and how are your lives? ^_^ better than mine i hope.
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bye byes SWOOSH BANG!^^